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I woulda slept alll night but my mom called me at 10:30 and woke me up because I sent her this picture
So she HAD to call and find out what I did... i told her she has to wait until it's finished just like everyone else ... and then I said I love you good night and went back to sleep but not very good sleep
I can't EVER sleep unless I'm in bed with someone else.. I dunno why
Well anyway I remember looking at my phone and it was 1am so I switched sides of the bed and fell back to sleep woke up at 5:30 because my dad was playing with the dog RIGHT outside of y fucking door and haven't been back to sleep yet
No point in going back to bed now it's 8:11 and Neil is coming at 9:30 so Andrea can put in highlights and style it for me because I suck at everything girly
I love days like today when it's all gray and overcast I like the way it makes the earth seem sad and they way it makes a smile seem so much happier
I love all the crooked lines in my room reminds me that not everything is perfect like I wish it could be so bad
Missing Curtis sooo bad this morning maybe because I'm tired and listening to Copeland and it's gloomy outside for whatever reason I wish he were still here and I'll never understand what he died for .. Love you forever and ever no one will ever fill this hole in my heart I just pray god forgives you for what you've done
It was your hello that kept me hanging on every word
And your goodbye that keeps me listening for your voice around each corner
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