Douch Bags somewhat golden like the afternoons we used to spend before you got too cool...

I dont consider myself a shallow person.. obviously Im not.. I dont pick my friends by looks or by what they have. Just who they are.


I think it's really sad how people change over years of knowing them. I think it's funny how some of these people have there mind set that they have grown up when in fact they have become more immature.


A lot of you hate Jason that know him and I've always stuck up for him and been his friend for 5 years..

Today I was supposed to hang out with my dear friend Jason. I came home from where I was away to hang out with him.
Then he texts me and says "Hey I cant hand 2day my friend emily and i r chillin @ 12 sorry."


Im not jealious either. He could have said a guy and I would still be just as pissed.. Last night he made a HUGE deal about us hanging out and shit now this.


I dont know who Emily is I couldnt care. I do know that I havent ever heard of her b4 which make the next part a little hurtful he cont. by saying"After doing a lot of thinking last night I dont have time for people who come and go""..and this other girl is a friend in front of everybody ... have a good one i suppose'


I guess that's what did it I've been bonnie and cylde with jason for 5 years best friends we laughed we cried everything together all the time. Now out of the blue on a day we were supposed to hang out I get this..


so I say good bye he says good bye then like 20mins later i get another texts that say "Hey just so u know im serious about this. This entire year raped me of so much that loosing you is like a cakewalk."


Jason is probally one of the only people I know who thinks so highly of himself but is doing so little with well anything.


It just makes me sick that all these years I'm stuck up for him when people talked shit and I've delt with all of his shit for him to pull stupid shit like this


He is fucking almost 23 lives at home only has a high school deploma is laid off On probation and still smokes weed he fails every drug test and acts like it doesnt matter. He spent last new years alone in his bed room with an 8 ball of coke.. I know he could do good he is an amazing song writer guitar player drummer and artist but his main concern is drinking nad smoking weed which is where all his money goes The he wants to bash his older brother who went through college and is a probation officer for york county because his brother doesnt go out to the bar and doesnt hang out with chicks and when he does they aren't hot. Calls his brother a loser and a washed up basketball star. He's doing somthing with his life. He isnt sitting around playing guitar for his cat smoking weed hoping maybe someone will walk down the street and hear and sign him to some big record lable. Im not gonna lie I'm not doing anything huge right now either but at the same time Im young Ive got a little time to spare and I'm concerned about my furture. I just wish I wouldnt have waisted all the time anf effort trying to get a low life to beleave in themself and clean up.


I guess all I have left to say is Jason I hope this Emily give stays cause I'd hate for you to loose a friend of 5 years for some one who is gonna come and go...